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[01 Mar 2007|12:02pm] |
Please add my new LJ account.
This one won't be used anymore.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) stealingmysong
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| New name. |
[28 Jan 2007|12:24am] |
I'm thinking about getting a new LJ name.
Reason One: This name is getting old and it sounds.. emo-ish.
Reason Two: There are a lot of things in this journal that.. I don't want in my journal. But I'd like to read them again once I'm older to look back and laugh.
It'd be a bunch of work to find a damned layout though. And redo everything. Do I have time for this? =/
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[17 Jan 2007|02:11pm] |
I'm so angry.
I'm brimming with hatred.
I feel like I'm going to spill over soon.
Why do I care so much about how stupid other people are?
Why do I let it bother me?
Why can't someone stop these people?
...Why can't this damned world be a better place?
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[16 Jan 2007|09:10pm] |
This new medicine, Rozerem, is giving me some strange dreams.
I don't want to have these dreams again.
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[12 Jan 2007|10:16pm] |
My God.
So yesterday, Kevin and I go to his (grams) house. (That's where he lives.)
We get there, and his grandmother decides that I'm not allowed there, when she said the day before I could come over. So Kevin is like "Look, she's here, she has no ride home, you said she could yesterday, so she's staying." Well, she decided to call the cops.
So we're getting questioned by the cops, and we get thrown out.
Kevin has no place to live now. I am SO worried. I wish I could do SOMETHING.
This is depressing me.
In other news, I am on a new medication which will help me sleep at night and wake up refreshed in the morning. Lets hope it works so I don't fall asleep in school anymore.
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| Work. |
[08 Jan 2007|10:37pm] |
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I've worked 21 hours in the past 3 days. It's crazy.
We have 5 people on staff, and 3 are probably leaving in the next 3 months.
Corinne is looking for another job.
Ivan has a second job that pays a lot more, and he's probably moving to Florida.
Liz will leave for maternity.
So basically, he needs help. And guess who is probably going to be the one who does it all?
Nope. Wrong. Not me. I'm already tired out. =/
After Ivan leaves in February, I'm going to ask Hamid for a raise. $7.65 isn't cutting it anymore.
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| Say "EW" to drinking. |
[03 Jan 2007|01:08am] |
My dear... I have to agree with you about the drinking.
I stopped, and I'm glad I did. It sucks.
Luckily, my expursions lasted about 6 months and stopped.
I can't stand the smell or taste of alcohol. And that's a good thing. =)
I'm just a better person without it.
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| This is crazy, but not hopeless. |
[27 Dec 2006|12:17am] |
I've been looking at society and kids from every possible standpoint lately.. and I've heard stories and seen children, and face it, we see kids everyday in school who haven't quite grown up right.
I know that I want my children to grow up with all the traditions and family, with a loving father. But in today's society, it seems close to impossible. Take a look around at the kids running around the halls, look at the families that come into your workplace. Things just aren't as they used to be.. and it's sad. I mean, I grew up with all the traditions, family, love, care.. and I feel bad for those who haven't.
People don't know how to act in restaurants anymore.
They aren't using common sense, they aren't thinking.
I hope that when I have children, they can be as mature as they can be at their age.
I hope that they grow up with manners and common sense.
Of course, it's all up to my parenting, but I hope I can make the right choices with it all.
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| SAT scores. |
[23 Dec 2006|09:07pm] |
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I got 1570 on the SATs.
I'm pretty proud of myself. =3
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| Happy Holidays. |
[23 Dec 2006|09:04pm] |
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Merry Christmas, everyone.
Everything has been awesome lately.
Thanks for all the presents.. I wasn't expecting them.
Overall, I'm a happy person. A little down right now,
but everyone has their moments, right?
I hope everyone has a great holiday.
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[20 Oct 2006|11:09pm] |
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Hey guys. xD
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[24 Jun 2006|11:13am] |
My tastes have been changing dramatically. Most of those sweet things that I used to love, I can't eat anymore. I tried one of those Little Debbie oatmeal cream pies the other day, and I just couldn't finish it; the cream was way too sweet. I've found that I prefer meal items more than snacks. Actual food. I've decided to compile a little list...
Things I Love That I Can Still Eat:
Little Debbie brownies. =)
Strawberry Fruit Rollups
Toaster Strudels
Things I USED to Love but Cannot Eat:
Little Debbie oatmeal cream pies
most Pop Tarts.
any other Fruit Rollups
fruit snacks.
There are probably tons more, but I have to try things again to see if I can tolerate them.
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[22 Jun 2006|12:31pm] |
They're making me choose between Culinary II and Concert Choir. WTF.
I hate people, seriously. We were on the bus, and there was one of those critter yard cards in someone's front yard, completely visible, that said "HAPPY GRADUATION KYLE."
Some dumbass girl says "Someone named Kyle is graduating."
No, really? I could have NEVER figured that out with that sign sitting right there. WTFx2.
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[08 Apr 2006|08:06pm] |
Prrrroommmm Dressssssss.
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[19 Mar 2006|05:25pm] |
So, I applied for Howard Johnson's and Big Y.
I desperately need a job.
If Jess and our boyfriends are going to keep going out every weekend, I don't want to keep mooching off of everyone, because I feel uncomfortable.
Plus I need money for a car/license.
And class dues.
And both proms.
I don't expect people to keep paying for everything for me for the rest of my life.
Employ me.
Fuckers.
<3
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[04 Mar 2006|11:25pm] |
You were the one that pulled me through.
You were the one who picked me up when I fell all those times.
You were the one who persuaded me to get him out of my life and start new.
You were the one who knew exactly what I needed.
You were the one who hugged me when I was crying.
You were the one I needed all along.
And I barely knew you at all.
Now, you're the one who looks at me and tells me I'm beautiful.
Now, you're the one who stays true to me.
Now, you're the one I hold at night.
Now, you're the one who knows exactly what I need.
Now, you're the one who I can't wait to see.
Now, you're the one who makes me feel more precious than the world.
And I love you.
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[04 Mar 2006|02:35pm] |
| Your Values Profile | 
Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity highly.
So much so that you often put your own needs last.
There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...
But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.
Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. |
| You're a LiveJournal Fiend! | 
You're into LiveJournal, big time... just not as much as your friends.
Still, you've LJ'ed from work - and made posts about what you had for dinner. Sicko!
You may be safe from the clutches of LJ - or maybe you're just are an adept liar! |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile | 
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
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[28 Feb 2006|11:25pm] |
And sometimes.. I wish someone would beat me up, just so you could come to my rescue..
Ugh. It's 11:25 and I can't sleep. Kevin is out with Roger and Keith. I wish I could have gone. I need something sweet, but we have nothing sweet in the house, so hot chocolate shall do the trick.
I really wish I wasn't alone tonight.
I've been really down in the dumps lately; crying for practically no reason, if there even is one. I think I know the reason though, and if I've talked to you about it, you probably do too. I just don't want Kevin to know how frustrated this sitution is getting me, haha.. he'll think I'm weak with it. I wish I could choke-a-bitch, then everything would be done and over with. XD
Until then, I'll just have to duke it out with my feelings.
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[13 Jan 2006|02:40pm] |
I am absolutely sick and tired of bitches.
I'm sick and tired of everyone.
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